Archive for April, 2010

The Space Between posts

I haven’t written for awhile. I just don’t know what to write. So much is going on in my mind…and I can’t put it all together. I do still cry at times…since I’m still in mourning. It will be awhile before I am really okay with moving on.

Sometimes I feel like, I can’t I move on with life…but I know that people do it all the time.

Sometimes Ben and I have the most interesting, deep conversations. We laugh a lot. So many things I know I need to do and I just have to start one of them…and get that done.

I’m ready for the next steps in my life to come to pass, Lord. Make my life and heart ready for what you are getting ready to do. I don’t need you to flash lights or be fancy. Just to do what only you can do!